Monday, December 25, 2006;
Really hope that all my friends and family members had a wonderful time.
I realised I've been rather emotional these few days/weeks.
I had this thinkin.. First time in my life. Won't it be beta for her if I dint exist? Wont she be enjoyin herself without my disturbance? Haiz... Im sadded.. Maybe it could be my fault afterall.. But I don think it's my fault.. It's e other HER who makes it like it's all my fault. I really don noe..
But anyway.. Im fine nw... Really fine.. Juz another emo day..
1 wk of holi's gone.. Another week left and the next wk will be a new year. I wonder how e next new year will be like, but I just can't stop thinkin it'll be another rough to walk year for me..
I may not be perfect, but I really hope I can be perfect. I feel I'm getting more n more irritating.. I feel I make ppl detest me.. haiz..........
Anyway, here are some photos which I hvnt been updating..
9 Dec 2006-At Novena Square
12 Dec 2006-Mummy bdae
13 Dec 2006-Milky's stayover at my hse.... r they communicatin? opps...
14 Dec 2006-Yanyan's bdae
16 Dec 2006-Dyed+highlight my hair (it's diff nw.. no more colour, highlight)
19 Dec 2006
21 Dec 2006-Ton-ing at Tamp 24 hrs Mac celebrating Owl's bdae..
22 Dec 2006-Top: My cousin, En Xuan; Bottom: My nephew, Christian Ho Zhong Xian
23 Dec 2006
24 Dec 2006-Happy cousins
10:52 PM significant serene
Really hope that all my friends and family members had a wonderful time.
I realised I've been rather emotional these few days/weeks.
I had this thinkin.. First time in my life. Won't it be beta for her if I dint exist? Wont she be enjoyin herself without my disturbance? Haiz... Im sadded.. Maybe it could be my fault afterall.. But I don think it's my fault.. It's e other HER who makes it like it's all my fault. I really don noe..
But anyway.. Im fine nw... Really fine.. Juz another emo day..
1 wk of holi's gone.. Another week left and the next wk will be a new year. I wonder how e next new year will be like, but I just can't stop thinkin it'll be another rough to walk year for me..
I may not be perfect, but I really hope I can be perfect. I feel I'm getting more n more irritating.. I feel I make ppl detest me.. haiz..........
Anyway, here are some photos which I hvnt been updating..
9 Dec 2006-At Novena Square
12 Dec 2006-Mummy bdae
13 Dec 2006-Milky's stayover at my hse.... r they communicatin? opps...
14 Dec 2006-Yanyan's bdae
16 Dec 2006-Dyed+highlight my hair (it's diff nw.. no more colour, highlight)
19 Dec 2006
21 Dec 2006-Ton-ing at Tamp 24 hrs Mac celebrating Owl's bdae..
22 Dec 2006-Top: My cousin, En Xuan; Bottom: My nephew, Christian Ho Zhong Xian
23 Dec 2006
24 Dec 2006-Happy cousins
10:52 PM significant serene
